Don't forget

I like this song. It suits my mood.
uhh wait... O_o
nvm.

Trip to Bali might give me a breather... or not.

Guess what's in my mind hmm

bang, meli klismas.

Typical Day After SPM

lolol. spent the whole day playing DotA. Yes, the game I despised so much 2 years ago. I even wrote a post on it. Remember the "SAY NO TO DOTA" thingy? yup I did that. And today I've played like... 3 games I think, 1 hour each.

hypocrite. =x

besides DotA, I watched dramas too la... IRIS!

TOP is acting in it and he's the bad guy. Still cool though.

ah yes. There's 1 leng lui there. KIM TAE HEE~~ HAHA.

WHO CARES ABOUT TOP ANYMORE! KIM TAE HEE FTW~~~ XD

Kim Tae Hee~ <3

*cough*

Oh yea, I started playing Ragnarok Online again. Yup, every-year-end-must-do-thing. my, my.. Memories~~! But then, I lazy to level it la.... aisay. So I guess I'll be quiting anytime soon.

ahh feels so good to have SPM over with but something feels missing. heh too free and aimless? hah

I'm going to study in January, A-levels. Sucks right? Only about 4 weeks for me to rot.

1 good thing is I'm back for scouting. yay ^_^

Went camping at Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya last week. and well...... no comment. lool

Just yesterday I met up with Singapore scouts who came to Malaysia, and I'd say that SOME Malays can make good friends. ; ) only some.

That night I joined the Bangsar District Campfire and it SUCKED. period. First they had a dance.. those "chicken dance" type kind of dance. stupid dance, few people showing the dance moves on stage and asking everyone to join in.

Next the Singapore scouts presented a sketch. Well done, but not impressive. BUT STILL, thumbs up for the effort. A sketch is what is needed during a campfire, not some stupid dance.

Then it's the "Happy Family" game. Lame game ya allah.

then it's Refreshments!

Fuat Wai and I cabut.

When I came home and sign in to MSN..

HYWAN: Niamah, you FFK me.

me : Niamah you so late.

HAHAHA That's my Group Scout Leader. Old yet... umm.. yeah.

he was super late ok.. He came went they were saying goodbye. And I already goodbye-ed.

oh I'm not done ranting about that campfire yet. The hell not a single song sung and you call that a CAMPFIRE!? a stupid dance, a sketch by Singapore (I'm happy with this), and a stupid game!?I can see the emcee suffering.

Maybe that's what campfire is this day. I mean it IS what's happening this day, the modern campfire. No more campfire songs being sung. Instead Jay Chou's song is there and everybody going to the middle and do the train or whatever.

Or am I a lil' too traditional? Of course, I'm being brought up through the traditional way.

Campfire is supposed to be a night where everybody participates, join in the fun, singing song, dancing together (CHICKEN DANCE IS OUT OF THE QUESTION), and well fellowship!

Instead nowadays after campfire I know no one. Heck, I don't even want to go around asking for contacts. Why? It's worthless. It's not because I'm shy ok. Everyone knows I go Hyper during campfires lool.

Only time when I actually WANT to give my contact is to that Malay Singaporean guy I've just met yesterday. mann hopefully he adds me in facebook D:

I'm being random ah-ha! . Yeah if they wanted to do a show, call it a gang show instead of a campfire please.. I laugh *snickers* every time I'm at a campfire because they don't know what a campfire is.

await me, 2011. I'll show you.

right... I HAVE to stop spending hours in front of the computer. Tomorrow I'll be in Kem Sikap till Sunday.

Just

what did i do wrong again...
blame it on ignorance, I just don't realise it. I don't know.
I admit. I get heated up easily. I behave hostilely. But not towards everyone, only to my mum.
sigh

I was eavesdropping. Maybe I need to make things straight. Just that..
I'm just growing up. seventeen going eighteen in three months. I don't want to be told what to do. I hate coming back home noticing my room has been cleared. I'm just being independent. a little too independent. Blame the hormones? fuck.

everytime she comes back every few months, I break her heart. It just happens. She's just concerned? A duty as a mother? And I'm taking it for granted, not appreciating it?

Spending too much time in front of the computer playing games? I should stop?
Maybe I should just not talk. It hurts everyone. Maybe I should just say "no comment" like I sometimes do. That way I wouldn't say anything that would hurt anyone, would I?
Would it be better if we don't communicate? At least, things wouldn't turn sour. The relationship could be preserved. I fail at being a son.

sigh.

on a side note, I miss you badly. I want to talk to you, but...
I don't know. you don't look like one one can relate their problems with. Lack of interest?
Somehow I got the feeling that I annoy you.
I don't know how or what to talk to you. I don't even know how to say hi. I hesitate .
sigh. I'm one sad soul huh.

Just yet one of those days...
Go Arshavin~

Back from Bukit Cahaya

I learnt how to ride a motorbike today ^_^

but an automatic 1 though.

went few rounds around Taman Pertanian heh

oh oh! I drove the Hilux, again! manual lagi! =D

oh I'm back, 1 day early.

meow

2 days till SPM ends

Was playing worms on my iTouch for 2 hours.

yup, that's how sad I am. >.>

literally.

oh right... don't bother.

hmm but who does eh? ;p

Download Frenzy

EIGHT. days till SPM

omg seriously. Suddenly THESE LINKS KEEP APPEARING IN FRONT OF ME.

oh if you are experiencing slow connections, blame me.

I'm like hogging your bandwidth 24/7. ;)

Started off with Fullmetal Alchemist.


Difficult to find ok those links. zz

and I think I killed their website lmao. The forum shut down after I downloaded like 30+ episodes, 300mb each. fortunately I so-the-clever, the files are still in their server just that their forum died. ANYWAYYY I got all 51 episodes hehehe... and watched them.

AND WHYYYY HOW CAN THEY END IT LIKE THIS !?!?

How can Edward and Alphonse Elric be sepereated from WINRY !!!?? T___T

That's after Conquerer of Shambala la.

sigh. stupid ending T___T

k. Then there's Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

Finding this isn't difficult because it's new? It's airing in Japan now.. so yeah.

and I habis watch sampai most current 1.

which sucks cause I gotta wait for Japan to air it, and then 1 more week for Fansubs?... sigh. Cannot go on long hours FMA. =x

Oh right. The other factor of me hogging ya bandwidth is me getting a VERY COOL SOFTWARE. Just copy the links including rapidshare/megaupload/hotfile/mediafire-whatever and it will download for me automatically. lalala ^_^

Oh I just finished downloading Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children COMPLETE from MegaUpload.



nyeahahaha you see that? mine has the word COMPLETE. It's a remake of advent children for BluRay and it has like 40+ minutes of new scenes, extra storyline and WOOO Tifa ~~~!

and I thought that's the end of it all.

BUT NUUU~~~

I found lots of websites to download the games I always wanted to play~!!

Like I found my classic Rayman game.

classic wei... I played this game with my Windows 95 PC. but I never completed it. still young dunno how to play la >.>
Didn't know there's Rayman 2 but I have the links though. MIGHT be in queue. =P

Now downloading Pro Evolution Soccer 10 (5.4gb) and Dynasty Warriors 6 (1.37gb)

woooot never knew they actually made Dynasty Warriors for Windows.

leng lui leh~

Now. If only I have a rapidshare and megaupload premium account...

hmm. ok. study. yes. bye. =)

Bring it on

Now that today's date is on the

same page as the first day of spm.

I can't wait to get it over with. ;)